Talk:River/@comment-24216186-20160428130539/@comment-24216186-20160504004722

I wasn't mad, I couldn't stop loving you even if I tried. I'm just thinking about it... I fucking hate myself for this. Like I seriously want to hurt myself. I made you believe all of this was your fault and I pushed my anger and frustration onto you, just by being dumb and assuming the worst when I didn't even take the time to try to understand what you meant. And it turns out the thing I was upset over? Again, my damn fault. It's another cycle like last time. I keep hurting you and making you feel like you're at blame when it's all me. I can't keep hurting you like this. You don't deserve it... you're better off without me. I want to jump off the bridge so badly right now, just as a freaking punishment for what I did to you